I can really say that writing is one of my own way of masturbation, in away that it gives me an out of this world pleasure and sensation. Haha! Parang ambastos nung pagkakadeliver ko ano?
Well, anyway, I would just like to share my thoughts and experiences during the last time I made an entry up to this very moment while I am gracefully flipping my fingers to what my old man defined as "TICLADA". If that words is quite unfamiliar to you then worry not, because even I have knew that term only a while ago when my Erpat told me that "TICLADA" is the Filipino, or Spanish term rather of the English word, "Keyboard". Ooo Haa, trivia yun mga mare at pare. Haha!
As of now, I prefer to trample some lyrics and melody unto my ear through Ziggy Marley's A Lifetime. The guy really have impressed me through his musical exploits. He is one of the very precious offspring of the great Bob Marley. And for me, He is the best of Uncle Bob's children. But so much for those.
I have been living my life lately in a very different way. Well, different in a way that I can feel that I've been gradually weaning from the final stages of being an adolescent to adulthood. But hey, I can say that I am really getting used to it. And I really love it in a way that I view it as a reward and a challenge. Reward because I have finally surpassed the stage of irrationality, and a challenge because, I have to act and live like a man who have really surpassed that stage. And hey, I won't hold back. I won't reject nor quit the challenge. I will prove to my self that I am a strong dork made by Jah himslef.
I 've been to some places I never been to, and it's really enjoyable. Like what an article I have skimmed in the net, "Travel breaks the cycle of mediocrity and monotony in an individual's life." Quite true. Since I was just a kid, I've been dreaming to travel the world alone. But I think my dream have been already modified. This time, I want to travel the world together with my sweet girlfriend. She taught me that travelling will not only nurture your soul but will also make you a more compassionate and culturally-aware person. I really love that lesson I have learned from her. That's one reason why I don't want her out of my life. She is like a living and a loving lesson book which can be used to slap me as a disciplinary punishment for my errors and mistake, and may serve as well as the best lesson reference so that I may learn emotionally and intellectually. But more than that, she is my loving partner. The one that I may offer and share my love with(Then I started to sing Somebody by Depeche Mode.. Hahaha!).
She also taught me the real importance of trust and being trust-worthy. Trust is like a Helium balloon that when you did not took extra care of it and you let it fly, it would be next to impossible for you to recover it. Well, that's one reason why I look up unto her. She is one of the greatest people I have met in my life.
I just have to make her see that her lessons have not went in futility. I just hope she may see that her lessons are very helpful in me per se. I want her to see that she have really nurtured and nourished my life. I pray to Jah that He may keeps us stronger together and live a happier life together.
Ahh.. Until then guys, the year is heading unto its end. This year have been so generous and great for me. I just hope that next year would be more generous and great, or at least the same as this year.
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Thanks Jah.
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